Beliefs...part 2

On January 6, 2017 I blogged about Beliefs and yes, it’s been quite a while since I wrote about that, but I’ve learned so much since that time.

I AM an odd soul. I AM an old soul and so you see, I have a long history of being human. I have racked up many hours and miles in this realm and I have a lot to offer, but as I realized these past 2 years, I still had and have a LOT to learn. Ha!

Yes, I am wise and I can help many see their shadows and help them get to a place where they are no longer afraid to be with those parts of themselves. I am a Lightworker and I will shine the light on anything you wish to uncover, face and ultimately heal.

I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE helping people see things they could never or would never allow themselves to see, and then watch their healing unfold, sometimes almost right in front of me. WHAT A CHARGE!

Yes, I can do all this and do it very well. I have a gift, you might say. I am not bragging, I’m just finally in a place where I am confident with who I am and I want to put that out there for people to trust.

You may think, well, what’s all this got to do with Beliefs???

After all that, I am here to tell you, I am still very human, and although I have gifts to share, there has been one person I had a hell of a time helping to see a truth. Yes……that would be yours truly.

I have for a very, very long time believed that the wisdom I shared with many people was for ONLY those people, not myself. You see, I have learned and know without a doubt that as children we form beliefs about ourselves from the people who we are around.

A belief is only a thought you keep thinking. When I learned this I was stunned, but you know what? It’s true! You can test the Universe into showing you this. Just keep thinking something over and over and over and then the Universe will bring you exactly that. The more you do this you will see how a belief is formed, you say it’s a fact because it’s true and it’s in front of you. Would it be though? If you’d never thought of it? Think about that!

So as a child, I remember thinking when I would get into trouble, I would tell myself I was bad or that I didn’t deserve to be happy or get the things I wanted. Over time because I kept thinking those thoughts that Belief was immense. As immense as it was, I didn’t have an inkling that it was there.

I have the most amazing friends and support group anyone could ask for. All of them offer me constant unconditional love. I am so very blessed to have them in my life. I also very much appreciate that my stubborn dragon self does not scare them. I simply could not see what they were saying to me. I could not see how I deprived myself of the very light I brought to so many.

Recently, because I made the decision a long time ago to allow all things that need to heal to come into my awareness, I was able to see that Belief I’d created decades ago, who knows, maybe even lifetimes ago.

My whole point in telling you this story is this.

Do you find yourself stuck in a rut? Have you done every possible thing known to man to get to a place where you are consistently and genuinely happy, to no avail?

That was where I was, I was despondent. If you ask my close friends, they will tell you I’m super detailed and very analytical. I left NOTHING unexamined. I could no longer search for that unobtainable happiness. I gave up. Then one night my besties hammered the hell out of me and told me things that would enrage a saint. All of us were very frustrated, but they planted a seed for thought and just 3 days later it dawned on me that I had a CORE belief that I was not worthy of anything I truly desired.

Please take all this to heart and realize that there is nothing you can do to be unworthy of all the love and belonging the Universe can bestow upon you. You can however slow it down tremendously from coming to you with beliefs that you are not worthy.

I hope something you read in my blogs stirs up feelings of inspiration.

Blessed Be!